Everyday for the past two years, I’ve hated the way I’ve looked, and I think I always will. No-one can tell me I’m beautiful and I’ll believe them or thin, I’ll always want to look like the models in the fashion magazines. But to be honest..
It’s quite unrealistic. You don’t need to eat meal replacements, have numerous diets. Because you are who you are. My mum’s got big thighs, therefore it’s genetic proof that that’s the reason I have big thighs. And no matter how much I work at the gym to tone or whatever, I think I’ll always have big thighs. Just wish I had big boobs instead lol.
But to be honest, I’m sick of people going I’m too fat or my nose is too big. Whatever the excuse, I will always think your beautiful, even if I don’t know you. I see people on facebook, upload their pictures, and yeah okay, I stalk their photo’s and think wow, I wish I looked like that. But I am who I am. You are who you are.
If you think your ugly, your confidence lowers. If you think your fat, you get depressed when you buy size 18 clothes in primark. Trust me, I’ve been there. But with hard work, determination and just having fun in your life, forgetting your problems, your low self-esteem disappears.
But, you need to believe. You need to believe in yourself. Because no matter, if your black, white, fat, skinny, blonde, brown. Everyone is equal. It’s not what you look like, it’s who you are inside. That’s what the nice boys look for, the real ones that count.
Curves are the new size 8. Look at a big person that’s walking down the street. You might laugh at them and think “Wow, they are fucking huge!” But, something is beautiful about them. Something beautiful inside, if not outside. Be yourself, don’t try and slim down, because then you won’t be you.
Curves are nice. Don’t forget that.